I Exist
I exist because I was born
into a world I knew nothing of
to parents previously forlorn,
untrained at expressing love.
In my attempt to please, to know,
evolving into compliance -
adapted behavior long ago
existing on self-reliance.
Nestled safely in protective shell,
I rarely braved the outside world –
a bit of a loner, but just as well,
inside my cocoon, I was curled
until unlocked I slowly emerged
into a fully-lit room, I stepped
on shaky ground, although I was urged
to express myself, was clearly inept.
With infantile steps I progressed,
a new student of the world at best.
Julie A. Dickson
Exeter, NH
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Tide Bracelets
Three piers straight as planted corn
in rows with water line striped pilings -
no crusty barnacles are left behind,
just dark circles like bracelets, wide
or narrow; they will be covered
as the waters rise, sloshing against
the rocks and creosote coated pilings
until only the dock surfaces remain.
The decking weathered and spotted
with remnants of fish guts and more,
the “white-washed” reminder of gulls
and cormorants as they stand in the breeze,
spreading their faux-eagle wings to dry.
Below the surface, barely visible posts
now dark, underwater sentries with
silent sea turtles and bottom feeders
hiding in shadows between pilings,
biding their time until the turn -
when the tide bracelets reappear.
Julie A. Dickson
Exeter, NH
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The Price
Waking alone
on this day here at home
is something that's tough to bear.
In all the years gone
strive to carry on,
at times I cannot share
this path I carved out
even though I had doubt
once my decision was made;
I followed on my own,
the road I was shown,
despite the high price that I paid.
Julie A. Dickson
Exeter, NH
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4 Seasons Haiku
1
Worms fear early birds
Tree buds emerge silently
Mother Nature wakes
2
Sunlight permeates
Cicadas echo in song
Snake basks in the heat
3
Quiet garden walk
Leaves rustle among the pines
Poetry prevails
4
White blanket like lace
Ice shimmers on frozen pond
Fish slumber below
Julie A. Dickson
Exeter, NH
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Dark Circles
Across the room, her face deep in shadow
even where I stand, dark circles are clear,
her eyes hooded and swollen but I know
that nothing said, no comfort will she hear –
Won’t erase dark circles beneath those eyes,
won’t bring a smile to lips drawn to a pout,
the sorrow born from behind her disguise.
I struggle to discover but without
Any idea, words not forthcoming
until a blaze of yellow cut through air,
a bouquet of daffodils- becoming,
I carry to her, perhaps to declare
And when the smile from her breaks free at last
I sense a brief respite, break from her past.
Julie A. Dickson
Exeter, NH